Lock it up inside and throw away the key these emotions will never get the best of me,
I'll numb the pain and never speak your name again,
You said you'd be there but now I’m left chasing air.
And when I think about the memories, everything we use to be it leaves a hole in my chest,
I can’t escape my thoughts. I’m left so fucking torn between life and death (life and death).
Do I give up now before this goes too far? Because the pain goes on and on and on,
Or do I push through? In hope of something more, a chance to be renewed (renewed).
I don’t know where I’m going, I’m lost and I am running, these walls are so fucking haunting.
I wish that I could remember what it was like too have never lost someone I love so much.
I hope you know that I need you here to keep me strong.
I hope you see that you're the best part of me. Come back.
I feel doomed to walk this world alone, everything you left casts a shadow that hangs over my head.
I can see the end.
I need to escape from this place everything’s locked away inside my mind,
It always gets the best of me.
I step outside its so dark, cold chills run down my spine, reminds me I’m alive.
I’m left staring at this hole, looking up to your headstone and waking up to the knowing you’re never coming back.
Do I give up now before this goes too far? Because the pain goes on and on and on,
Or do I push through? In hope of something more, a chance to be renewed (renewed).
I still don’t know where I’m going, I’m lost and I am running, these walls have never been so haunting
I hope that I will remember what it is like to surrender into your embrace.
Can you see me from where you are?
I keep trying to see your face in the stars and I swear I hear your voice before I go to sleep at night
It’s so reassuring.
I know you're up in the sky watching over me,
I hope that you're proud of everything you see,
I know you're up in the sky.
I hope that you're proud of everything,
I hope you're proud.
I hope you're proud of me.
credits
from The World To Come,
track released April 23, 2014
All songs written and performed by Maybe I'll Live Forever
Produced//Engineered/Mixed/Mastered by Sonny Truelove @ STL Studios
Artwork by Gallon Creative
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